Just suck before they start and then you realize you have to just make the best out of it.
I wake up and I try to find my center and it’s gone. I try to take 5 minutes and meditate a little and I can’t focus on anything but the feeling inside of me that I don’t care for much.
I can’t wait to get on a plane to India, to see something else, to hear and see new things, new people, new impressions, new culture. I have no good reason to feel the way I do and I annoy myself. My life is pretty damn awesome, why wake up so odd some days.
Seriously. I had dinner with a friend last night which was fun, another friend came over after that and we hung out, life was just fine last night and I wake up in this type of fucked up mood.
Oh wait. Snow. That might be the reason. We all know how much I hate winter.
Gross. Snow in October. WTF.
I think I need get a real winter jacket this year if it starts this early. Like one of those Northface expensive ones. No? Oh wait, maybe a good suggestion for a Christmas gift for the parents.
I am rambling.
I am tired.
I miss depth.
I miss people.
I miss my centered self today.
i think I will take Fabulous Dog to work with me.Then all my interns can be all cute with him and that will make me happy.